my true feelings

i tell you how i feel and yet you critisize me and judge my feelings saying im negative.

sometimes a person just wants you to LISTEN not talk over them as if you “know it all”. thats what I wish you didnt have. Because, it makes me feel what if i have problems are you gonna critisize me and judge me.

I just wanted you to comfort me..ENCOURAGE me.. not put me more down. Ok so what if i told you things that didnt please your ears or good to hear.. u gonna bring me more down? that sucks… cuz now i really feel i cant tell you my problems.. or any problems or how i feel inside. Because, you “always” have to “know it all” attitude. It really sucks..

like ya my nose bleeded earlier because u accidentally hit my nose last night. You asked me if my nose is ok today. i said yes. Then just talkn to u i told u my nose bleeded i couldnt put ice because theres no ice, then ur first word to me is: “How old am I?” what the fuck ya!!! your my gf! i know how old i am if i act as if younger its JuST beCaUASe i want to feel pampered at least once by you! is that hard??? fuck! i cant even act like a kid around u! You always the BOSS of everything even who i am and how i am you judge it.

it sucks thats all im saying… it sucks….